Being someone who loves to explore new experiences, I recently decided to start using a strap on male masturbator.​ It was such a great surprise to me that sex toys such as this actually existed and that one could actually find a genuine pleasure in consenting to use it.​ Now, I’m sure that not everyone feels the same way as I do, but for me, the feeling of being controlled by something else, even if only a strap on male masturbator, is something that excites me to no end.​

The first time I tried out the male masturbator was quite a nerve-wracking experience.​ I was understandably apprehensive, but nonetheless, I was determined to confront my fears.​ I had heard so much about the pleasure and satisfaction that could be gained through successfully using one of these that I was keen to try it out for myself.​ I remember being taken aback by just how comfortable the strap-on felt, even from the start – it fit perfectly around my waist, with the internal attachment doing its job at providing a lifelike pleasurable sensation.​

After the initial introduction, I started to become accustomed to the strap on and felt more comfortable in using it.​ During these sessions, I often found my mind being drawn towards different scenarios as I imagine the experience of being with another person.​ From the physical and mental sensations of being touched to the emotions associated with being intimate with someone else, it was surprisingly easy to allow these fantasies to become a reality.​

I later started to experiment with different positioning and intensities of the male masturbator.​ This proved to be a great learning experience for me as it provided me with insights into my own desires and preferences.​ From being dynamic and being experimental to using the strap-on with someone else, it was almost never ending with the possibilities.​

Kinky fantasies like this make life more fun and exciting, and it opens up a new realm of sexual exploration if done correctly.​ Being able to explore new aspects of my sexuality in the comfort and privacy of my own home, with no pressure and no judgement was something that I was grateful for.​ Sure, I could make mistakes and be embarassed, but learning from my own mistakes and overcoming my fears made me feel liberated.​

Each time I use the male masturbator also now brings back the memories of my first experience with it – my anxiety, my courage to keep pushing forward, the pleasure I discovered – and provides me with a deep feeling of satisfaction.​ Although I still have much to learn about the pleasure of being with a partner, the strap-on male masturbator has already broadened my sexuality in ways that I never imagined.​

The more I experimented with the male masturbator, the more it felt like a personal journey of self-discovery.​ By slowly becoming more aware of myself, my thoughts, my preferences and my comfort zones, I constantly found myself redefining and altering my limits.​ This newfound knowledge of my own sexuality gave me greater confidence in taking things to the next level with a partner in the future.​

Furthermore, being able to control the sensation with the male masturbator has enabled me to start creating deeper levels of pleasure that many believe is only achievable through real-life interaction.​ While this is still up for debate, the fact that I am able to experience levels of pleasure unseen before makes me feel liberated and unapologetic about my sexuality.​

As I explored these deeper levels of pleasure, I become more and more conscious of my body and its reaction towards the male masturbator.​ With practice, I was able to identify the spots in my body that felt particularly sensitive and worked on those areas to enhance the pleasure.​ I learnt to move my body with the sensation as well as control the intensity levels depending on my state of arousal.​

In addition to that, I also found out that recent advances in technology have kindly allowed motorised pleasure stimulators to be compatible with the male masturbator, vibrators which presents even more of a mind-blowing experience.​ These high-tech vibrators and other devices can be easily connected for the ultimate pleasure sought after.​ This gave me even more of an incentive to keep exploring my sexuality alone through the strap on male masturbator.​