It was the first time I had ever seen something like this. Right there, up on the shelf, with not one but two different sizes, it twisted something in me. The thought of it made me a bit uncomfortable – I was a novice and so were my friends. I couldn’t bring myself to even contemplate touching or buying one of them.
Then again, being newbies, it seemed almost like a rite of passage. Yes, I could go the cheap route and get a smaller, less intimidating dildo but it just didn’t feel right. It seemed like a way to cheap out.
So, after much deliberation, I decided to take the plunge and step out of my comfort zone. I picked up a dildo of medium size and brought it to the checkout counter. It was kind of a proud moment – the girl at the counter raised her eyebrows in surprise and sex dolls gave me an approving nod.
The rest of the process was a piece of cake – all I had to do was drive home and try it out. To my surprise, it wasn’t so bad. I took it quite slowly, but my body got used to it eventually. Sure, it was a bit daunting at first, but that feeling subsided pretty quickly.
What I learned from this whole experience was that pushing out of your comfort zone can often be rewarding. Even though it was a bit nerve-racking to buy a dildo from a public shop, it was probably one of the best decisions I made that day.
The next time I went shopping, I picked up the biggest dildo in the row of dildos for the newbies. Sure, I still felt a bit intimidated, but by then I was more confident in my decisions.
As far as trying it out was concerned, I took it one step at a time. I started with the smaller dildo and became more comfortable with it before moving onto the bigger one. After that, I was a pro!
It was then that I realized that when stepping out of your comfort zone, sometimes it’s okay to take small risks and go for something a little bit bigger every time. The rewards may surprise you.
Taking the bigger dildo out for a spin really taught me a lesson. I’ve become much more confident in the bedroom and with my sexuality. I’m more daring in exploring my desires and my body, and I’m not ashamed to embrace who I am.
Every time I think back to the row of dildos for newbies, I realize how much it has changed my life. It may not have been the most conventional of purchases, but I’m glad I made it. It was definitely a step in the right direction.